CrashtestDawnie's Journal, 17 Nov 18

well, at least you have friends, I don't 🧐😩💔 

OMG, Keilin! That is the saddest thing ever!  

I know 🙁 

Take a breath, realize they want your company... they're not actively trying to sabotage you. 

Their loss when you don’t join them. They should respect your needs. 

Eat the top of the pizza and enjoy yourself 

My mother-in-law cook delicious meals for us , she also sits with us and she do not eat, I would like to be as strong as her one day. She is maintaining her weight, she lost over 200 pounds  

Some places have pizza you can eat. My daughter told me that in her small town, there is a place that serves a cauliflower crust! There is one near me that has gluten-free. That's not as good, but it's a step better than the regular crust. All toppings are negotiable.  

The struggle is real! :) 😜 

@chrisw77 - Go to a Pizza place, have some drinks with friends, and not eat pizza?? Hahaha! - - My suggestion is that the next day she grab a kettlebell and do 50 squats... :) 

@Keilin_4 - You have us! :) 

Aww thank you Adefwebserver! ❤❤, I do make friends but due to my husband's job I am living everywhere. I don't know nobody in this town and I have been living here one year already  

I do have online friends haha  

Those trampoline places burn mad calories. Good luck with the pizza place. 

@chrisw77 - If a person can 'act right' great, but what a person would NOT want to do is 'try' and 'fail', and then feel that they 'can't' achieve their desires because they can't live up to an 'ideal' :) - - I believe people should 'do what they can' :) You CAN 'binge' and 'balance it out' with fasting. You can eat pizza and then lift weights.  

Awww Keilin I know it’s so hard to be social when you spend all your time with your kids. I have really neglected my friends because of work and I’m having a lot of fun tonight even though I just ate a garlic roll and my belly hurts already LOL 

Chris that is what I get stuck in. When I go bad I generally go completely off the rails. And then I don’t work out. Almost ever. I spend 9 hours a day running around in a circle so at least there’s that. But I definitely don’t feel like working out later 😑 

Friends 🤷‍♀️🤔 ?? 

Do they have salad or wings or something else you can eat? If worst comes to worst, pick off the cheese and toppings leave the crust. 

definitely, just eat the toppings that is the best part anyways