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Injuries and insecurities
So I somehow injured my back which has made me have to reassess my exercise activity. my strength for weights has lessened and I'm not sure why I hadn't recorded it, but this new weight is 2 kgs heavier than what I was pre injury. On top of that my partner competed in a body building comp (good on him) but I'm already so insecure about my body and watching bikini girls being perfect (not hating them) well...now I honestly just HATE my body. I don't want to eat, I want to get fake tits, I feel ugly, and if I had a knife I would slice all my ugly body parts away.
I have no idea how to like myself again, and to trust my partner likes MY body when it's not perk and perfect like ALL the girls he is constantly surrounded by.
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64.8 kg
Lost so far: 7.2 kg.
Still to go: 4.8 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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Losing 0.1 kg a Week
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2kgs isn’t a noticeable weight difference so don’t sweat it, plus, I’ve heard a lot of ppl say happiness from being thin is a myth, a lot of people who get to their goal weight just find some arbitrary new goal to obsess over.
11 Sep 23 by member: charcat34
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I have chronic back pain since my fall ,so your doing better then I am ,I'm just gaining weight as I can't do any exercise 😔
11 Sep 23 by member: KayFoster
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